I know when I am full of sh*t.
I know I can do better.
I know what it will take to get where I desire to be.
So, why am I not doing it?
I make these excuses for myself thinking it will validate things.
Some people may say I am being hard on myself,
And others will remind me to give myself grace.
But really, if you aren't making steps towards where you want to be,
Then what are you doing??
Over and over again. That's how my days tend to feel. I do the same things day in and day out with a little bit of change in between. Yesterday, as I struggled to get many things done within a time period, I couldn't help but collapse in bed from exhaustion. I vented to my [...]
Real life. I have this habit of thinking life is only happening and meaningful when there is something spectacular going on or to look forward to. And to be quite honest, it has made me miss out on real life. I tend to think that if I'm doing the same things daily, my life is [...]
Many people shy away from having a close relationship with God. They believe the relationship is too hard, comes with many rules, or that it can't be maintained. But, after trial and error, I have found that this isn't the truth at all. The Only Relationship For The weak At Heart We live in a [...]
If I am being honest, I admit that when I saw those “living my best life” posts, I cringed a little. Seeing someone on a yacht or taking a trip to Italy made me wonder if I wasn’t actually living my best life because my life does not look like theirs.
Things were dark and gray for so long that I resultantly accepted that this was my new way of living. Boy was I so blind.
Forgive me for the many pinches and pokes I gave you as I stood in the mirror.
And you sure didn’t deserve all the other times I purposely hurried past the mirror to avoid looking at how beautiful you truly are.